I actually love Neocities. I love the concept. I love the old web vibe of most of the websites hosted here, how active they are, how creative. With all that said, I don't think Neocities is the right place for this blog. Hear me out. It's the lack of FTP (which is needed for Publii to actually automatically upload my blog) and my constantly broken directories. BeautifulSin might have started in the 90s but it started on actual, non-Geoshitties paid hosting with a domain and the ability to use FTP and run code. I feel like if I want BeautifulSin…

So, last night before my third shift (second at the restaurant) I was contacted by my boss at the motel, begging me to come in the next morning -- which would be a holiday, last minute, and yet another Sunday I'm not supposed to be working. Apparently, the people who were going to check out Monday morning decided to check out Sunday, instead, and Boss Lady can't handle it, even with B's help. You know, for a woman who once said if she did some laundry for me so she could take away some of my hours, she could afford…

Okay, so, let's talk about this whole Sunday thing. It's a long story, but I'll try to keep it short. Basically, I work every day, doubles half the time, triples sometimes. I am always tired, and I have zero time to actually live. Between the barbecue restaurant and the roadside motel, and all the freelancing I need to do to pay my bills, I live in a constant state of work. At the beginning of the year, they hired a new girl (B, for the purposes of this blog post), and she wanted more hours so, without asking me, she…